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Hi,
"Why the fuck would anyone want to be a composer?'" she says bluntly. "I know the answer to that, because I lived it. I just want it revealed somehow, somewhere, because people really don't understand what a composer is. And that will come through.... And I want to give the finger to all the 'experts' out there."
And the first magazine to misunderstand the whole thing, will, of course, be, Rolling Stone, with its quasi couch potato intelectuals, that Frank so loved to have fun with!
The answer to this question is easy ... it's what I see and it is what I do ... the hard part is using your early years to learn the very craft that will define you, and then, hopefully (and where most fail!) stick to it, like no one has a right to say anything, or criticise you for it.
The "experts" usually fall on the hands of those that define these things as a professor does ... sort of a road map that can be redone by anyone else ... but the problem is, it can not be duplicated, because it came from one person, not an idea, or a book ... and this is where we all lose sight of the idea of what an artist is.
in a commercial society, like the one we live in, no musician is considered a "composer", and they will never have the ability to gain that title, because of the sales, and the public and the media, and as such, the only thing these people can live for is their livelihood and whatever money they can score off it.
Now you can ask me, the same question about my dad ... who the fuck would want to be a writer? ... I can answer that, but even folks here have a hard time seeing what I am saying ... it has nothing to do with ideas and thoughts ... sometimes the whole thing is just a passing movie in your head, and you work hard (and get better at it as time goes by!), to figure out how to interpret it. Some days is comes out right handed and tomorrow it comes out left handed, and the next day you read the 27 pages you have and you wonder where is this all going, and how will it end ... and somewhere in the middle, you learn ... it doesn't matter! All that matters is that the movie in your head passes through and its now gone, over and done with, and as long as it is not over with, it will continue to "live" inside, until you learn to write it.
I often tell people, I do not write for you ... because I don't know how.
I can only write for what I see and understand. And it may have this and that and sexy and ugly and funny and stupid ... but it is what I saw and was able to word ... now ... on the outside ... is it good or bad? ... that is not for me to judge! ALL I CAN DO IS BE HONEST WITH MYSELF, and learn to describe that inner self ... the rest, you learn soon enough that is not worth it to discuss, or say anything about.
It's weird to see what this guy is saying about Frank ... because i think he is going to hit a massive BRICK WALL that will hurt the film, and then it will become just vignettes that do nto connect to anything, but talk about rock'n'roll completely out of context with anything and because it is out of context and different, we will think it is meaningful! What crock!
Reminds me, of a comment by Ken Kesey in that movie about their trip ... and towards the end, he makes a comment about the trip, that is so valuable and important ... and no one noticed it, said anything, or even took stock in it ... and it was the single most important comment about the whole thing ... passed right by, a whiff of a rose, a token of a fart ... completely oblivious to where it was and went ... and sadly wasted by anyone involved, because they didn't know any better, and they were just around for the trip ... nothing else mattered.
I wouldn't want the Zappa film to be just that.
Sadly, the important "glue" for all this, is Gail and she is not around anymore, and we could easily juice up a line or two that easily create a chapter or two for the whole thing ... and this will be missed, however, this allows for more freedom for the film maker, since I am not sure that Ahmet or Dweezil have as much interest or input into the whole thing as they think or would like to have. You have to allow Winter to do his thing first.
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The only art there is, resides within your heart. Have you listened to it lately to ensure that the top ten is better than you are?
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